All cries for help go unheard
All wasted breath and word
No more false forgiveness
No more useless remorse
I have filled the emptiness
Left from my recourse
The past was put behind
Pettiness buried with it
I sought and I found
The truth as I did sit
The battle will rage ever on
Long past days when we are gone
Lying on my back six feet under the rocks
Buried alive I am trapped in this box
Splintered fingers and bloodstained hands
My voice is gone, swallowed by dirt and sands
Alone and afraid, the darkness is all around
In this Hell beneath the hallowed ground
My eyes have strained to see some light
But I am cursed to blackness in day and night
My strength is sapped, my will destroyed
This torture, leads to death I cannot avoid
Slave bound in lustful desire;
Freed in the end's black myre.
Hold me, poison;
Give me power.
Slay me in passion;
Excite me in my final hour.
Become my wicked bride;
Be my sensual suicide.
Kiss me, deadly;
Steal my breath.
Kill me so sweetly;
Put the thrill back in death.
To suffocate in your embrace, to die in your arms, to drown in your eyes
To cling to your skirts with fleeting life...
Take my hand and lead me to the gates of heaven...
My last moments, graced with your kiss upon my lips...
The thrist for life, finally quench with your salty sweat...
I am gone from this world, and I take with me your taste...
My soul will treasure always the moments lost in haste...
Captive still even in death to the rapture I knew with you...
I sit in darkness all alone
Shackled to this dark throne
I am a king for all to see
I am King Misery
A thousand daggers find my back
As the leathery whip does crack
The sting, the whelps, the trickle of blood
Overwhelmed I collapse to the mud
Then once again I slowly arise
To suffer the pain and scream my cries
All my pleas for mercy go unheard
These tomentors hear not a word
Then one day there came a light
To bring about an end to my plight
She cast away the stinging whips
With but a word from her supple lips
She is my savior, for reasons untold
She extends her hand for me to hold
Then leads me away from that dark throne
And I am never again cursed to be alone
Purest snow could not be as pale
Though touched with a tint of rose
Her eyes are pools in a hidden vale
Wide and glistening a tender blue
Captivating, she holds me hypnotised
Transfixed with only her in my eyes.
Smooth skin set upon an angel's frame
Walking with the grace of a dancing flame
Sensual, exhilerating and pure,
falling from the sky like countless lost dreams.
Its path of cleansing whimsical yet sure.
Its bolts race in mystifying streams.
Wetting the hair of youth under its grey sheet
A sign of rejuvenated life in its purest essence.
Drenching lovers with passion making them complete.
Awakening sleeping elements of man's senses.
The smell of fresh moisture fills the air.
Echoes of a downpour for everyone to hear.
Cool droplets it feels obliged to share.
Its taste is sweet unlike the bitter tear.
Reviving in daydreams, nights that have passed,
Washing away nightmares, ending silence and pain.
In all its fabulous wonder, we simply call it "Rain."
How beautiful the silence would be
Enchanting nihilism
How wonderful the peace would seem
Sublimating serenity
How enthralling your lilting voice calls
Enticing melody
How radiant your lovely eyes gleam
Ravishing gaze
How inviting your supple lips beam
Pleading embrace
How pleasing the sweet pain feels
Subjugating masochism
How erotic the pleasured screams cry
Encompassing passion
The sweet aroma of your perfume permeates the air,
Sweet fragrance like that of a rose.
Your skin so soft, smooth and fair,
So soft like the petals of a rose.
The beautiful radiance of your eyes,
So marvelous like a blooming rose.
All your blemishes and flaws,
Imperfections like the thorns of a rose.
But, who pays attention to the thorns of a rose?
Damnable blade with thy deadly poisoned tip
Must thee call me forth with such sweet seduction?
Such a splendid spectacle of sublime destruction
Doth plead to be plunged deep within my waiting breast.
Subtle lies it doth whisper of grander days indeed,
If I would let it, but knick my wrist and feed.
Oh damnable blade with thy deadly poisoned tip
Canst thou promise to purge this wretched pain?
It sooths as a lover, "yes" and crimson droplets fall as rain.
Lonely man in a sea of strangers
His mind so full of trivial angers
Swimming emotions, he has gone insane
His reality fell like a thousand drops of rain
One man alone with so few friends
Yearning for his own life to end
He fell victim to a tragic romance
At Hell's gate he'll do his dance
Taunting the devil for more misery
He knows well what his fate will be
He'll just drown away in his emptiness
His heart and soul plunged to the abyss
I can't see where I'm going to be
I don't know where I'm going to go
Are we lost? Can we find our way?
Sit and count the stars in the sky
Full moon shining down on us
Trouble, turmoil, disunion, disarray
Revolutions, Rebellions, Anarchy
Is this Hell or is this home?
Severed ties to world within
Hope is devoured by sin
Absorbed by desires of the flesh
Bound in the mind's dark mesh
This ebony scene engulf's my soul
Darkening my spirit, dividing the whole
Beaten and broken, ready to die
Lie on my back, eyes to the sky
A dream unfolds, it lifts my heart
Then fades away and tears me apart
There are no more hopes and no more tears
Downa nd defeated, but lacking the fears
Willingly accepting what fate will deal
Without the gifted sense to feel.
Heart thundering, extremities numb
Realization that life is done
Flailing limbs, blinded sight
Struggle against the eternal night
Engulfed in a treacherous decent
Down to the depths you are sent
Panic and fear, terror inside
Muting the screams you cried
The water of life, the water your death